I don’t know if you’ve noticed all of the changes that have been going on around here. We’ve certainly felt them. And if you have noticed, thank you for sticking around and being supportive during this crazy time.
These changes for the most part have been good. I’m happy to be getting back into photography and focusing on working again, but it’s hard in the way that my attention is always divided lately. How do work-at-home parents do it? I can’t give my full attention to Little T or my work. I’m always juggling.
When Little T is here, I want to be able to enjoy every moment of Little T being little. When Big T is home, I want to be able to spend time together instead of computer editing. I feel like I have dozens of things that need to be done without any time to myself where I can actually sit down and do them.
I feel torn about this decision, but we’ve decided to look for daycare options so I can have a full day to work at home. Little T would only be going once or twice a week, but it’s still hard.
As hard as it is, I know the system we have going on right now isn’t working, and something’s got to give. It’s what we’re going to have to do to make this work.